Aku mula ada kesedaran bila ada kawan aku (who took a degree in TESL) melarang penggunaan ayat yang bercampur-campur malay dan english nya.

Ouch. So, i try to write fully in malay. And english. But......

Some word in malay sounds so funny. For example, desaturasi, liberalisasi and others. Okay. Aku tak guna pun ayat ayat sebegitu sebenarnya.

And it is a problem for me to write fully in english. Because it'll end up like a academic essay. Dull and boring. Because my vocabs are limited. Okay. Its my fault. I know. Haih.

Jadi, aku cubalah untuk tak rojak sangat. Kot. Boleh gitu?

So, done with the language, lets continue to the next story.

The director is in Malaysia. Maybe until next week. He' good. I mean, sangat sangat lah memahami. Dia cuba untuk naikkan elaun untuk setiap trainee since he knows that Damansara is very costly. Dia ada tanya duit minyak. Aku jawab rm700. Dia terkejut.

Okay bos. Saya tipu. Rm300 je. Kot.

And then he explain about my email address. He put it as Hanah. Acewah! Sebab raihanah is too long. Rai have no meaning. Raiha also doesnt have any meaning. So, he put it Hanah. He googled the meaning of my name and yeah. Hanah ada maksud. Comel tak perangai sampai google nama staff sebab nak buat email. Wuuuuu.

Feeling blessed sebab dijaga rapi oleh company ni. Feeling blessed for getting a second chance.

Second chance? Yes. Dalam hidup aku, aku banyak dapat second chance. Second sem in PASUM. Macha. Sepet. This training.  Dan aku rasa aku akan cuba untuk appreciate chances yang ada. Jarang aku dengar manusia dapat 'third chance' jadi setiap second chance yang aku dapat, aku cuba buat baik-baik.

Semoga tak ada yang sia-sia.