kenapa nak susah payah baca dan kaji? follow the flow je lah
hello. ikan mati je yang follow the flow dari awal sampai habis. ada masa, ikut flow, ada masa kau kena ubah haluan ke kanan, ke kiri, dan melawan arus. lagipun, aku jenis suka analyze manusia. analyze, bukan judge. it takes time to analyze Sepet. In fact, sampai sekarang, aku cuma boleh kata aku kenal dia 43.5%.
fuh. poyonya percentage macam tu.
taklah. aku tak berapa kenal sangat dia. most of the time, kitorang banyak merapu. well, Sepet suka sambung cerita merapu aku, and that makes me feel happyyyyyy. kihkihkih. Like, for example, ada satu kedai dekat dalam IOI mall. nama di Sepinggan. I dont really remember how it start but, it goes like this..
bukak kedai baru, letak nama 'Dua Pinggan' betul-betul sebelah dia, people will go to our shop sebab kedai kita dua pinggan, blaa,,blaa..bla...dan akan gelak terkekek-kekek atas escalator padahal itu lawak yang sama setiap kali datang IOI. and have i told you berapa kerap aku datang IOI? hahaha!
the other day we play pasal 'how much you know about me' and to be sursprised, he knows about 80% about me (padahal ada some part tu, aku tak tahu pun pasal dia). am i easily read? dia sangat memahami? im not sure.
okay. back to the main story, i read a lot of stuff. from light website like elite daily and huffington post, to the hundred pages book like why men dont listen and women cant read maps & men are from mars, women are from venus, to the simplest article and quote in fb. and not all the things lead to the same orientation.
"chase him... wait for him"
"leave him. you're strong"
"control him..."
"let him control you..."
hellooooooo. dah macam ikut kompas rosak dah aku rasa. no wonder dulu Sepet gelakkan aku bila aku baca benda-benda macam ni. sebab aku rasa benda membaca ni diciptakan untuk perempuan. dan bila lelaki baca, dia rasa... "kahkahkah! ketahian apa ini??!"
so, i decided not to follow everything from i read. I read, and i kept in in my memory. so that, if such thing happen, i could memorize and analyze the person and situation. analyze people is fun, tau! read the behavior, understand their body language, their fear and what make them happy and surprise them with all you know! hmm. i should take another degree in psychology lah.
so, the best way I could do to understand Sepet is by implanting a nano camera and mood-o-meter inside her eyes and brain, so that I know what he likes and he feels. hmmm.