Eh kau ni? Seronok ke tak sebenarnya duduk penang tu? Haritu complain housemate. Ini colleague pula.
Seronok ke tidak, kau tetap kena keluar dan rasa dunia luar. Sampai bila nak duduk bawah ketiak mak and the only problem yang kau hadapi ialah mak tak bagi keluar malam? Duduk sendiri ni, kau akan faham sendiri kenapa tak elok balik lewat malam. Kenapa kena habiskan makanan. Macam mana nak jimat duit and not to ask people money. Haaa gitu lah. So, the purpose of me telling u guys this, is because.... Aku taknak ada orang buat perangai yang sama dengan mereka ni. Let's create a better place for hooman, shall we?
So, this woman is Jenab. Jenab tua sikit dari aku tapi takdehal lah. Boleh je nak lepak. The only problem about Jenab is, she likes to blame others.
Dia langgar lampu merah : kau ah ni Rai! Asal tak bagitahu aku lampu merah!
Maybe korang rasa dia bergurau. Tak. She kept saying that. Repeatung the words. Its my fault. Its my fault.
I pass her a plate. Square ceramic plate. At the other corner, it's fucking hot sebab dia dekat dengan api. And the corner that I hold, normal temperature (hey, it's ceramic properties. Belajar fizik tak?) So, she accidentally hold the hot one, and she dropped it while say : weh panas! Kau saja en rai bagi pinggan panas. Melecur merah tangan aku.
I did say "sorryyyyy tak sengaja. i didnt know. aku tak perasan' a few times because i really didnt know and i didnt check the plate. Lagipun, semua tengah busy time tu and aku tak perasan langsung tangan aku sebelah dapur yang menyala. She kept saying yang aku sengaja bagi pinggan panas kat dia. At last, aku hempas pisau and say, aku tak sengaja and please, kalau nak aku tolong, please diam kalau tak buat sendiri'.
The other day, she dont know how to setup her tv. I try and error and she say : kau apa dia rai benda ni pun tak tahuuu.
Banyak lagi kalau nak cerita. Mula-mula, aku okay je boleh buat-buat gelak. tapi lama-lama aku rasa nak menangis like
'weh is it my fault kau langgar lampu merah, kau salah itu ini?'
I dont know if that is her way of trying to be friend with people. Atau cuba bergurau atau apa pun. But, i think thats not the way. She try to blame everything that she had done wrong. I did told her that i dont like what she did and i feel annoyed, but i guess, she forget about it? Atau dia suka torture someone's mental? Or she think aku dengki dengan dia.
Oh God. Please gimme strength to face this kind of people. Sobs.